Życie. . . : -(((((((((((((((((((

my immortal
i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
because your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now i'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
and though you're still with me
i've been alone all along

Zawsze kiedy słucham tej piosenki nachodzą mnie mtśli "Ah, jak pięknie byłoby gdybym już nie żyła, gdyby skończyło się to monotonne życie.Nikt mnie nie kocha i nie chce być kochaną, nie chce nikogo kochać.Za bardzo się wtedy cierpi.A to wszystko boli.Ale wracając do tematu.Nie wiem dlaczego wyobrażam sobie swoją śmierć przy słuchaniu tej piosenki, może to jest chore a może nie,ja nie wiem ale wiem że chciałabym aby na moim grobie były białe róże, pełno białych róz,tuziny,bardzo je kocham....